!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 09 May 2007 22:59:15 GMT

me: "look, they even have a first pitch count down! how exciting."
dad: "i know"
me: "its like new years"
dad: "but more exciting"

we're lame haha
no ruhi tonight
yay, GAME TIME.
almost finished homework
DICE-K TIMMEEE.
guess what.
a bug almost flew up my nose a few minutes ago. yah.
kaay. bye.

Sun, 06 May 2007 17:25:04 GMT

ahh. im so content i love being content.
haha i dont know what i need to update about. everything i say now is just for personal use i spose.

this week:
sunday&monday: good sunny days to run
monday: GET DRIVERS ED FORM & INTERACT FORMS SIGNED BY TEACHERS
wednesday: interact form due, ruhi
friday: clarinet lesson

note:
have both sides now perfected by next monday
get prom forms in
get interact forms in
look for summer job
look for viola/piano lessons
drive =]

i hope dustin pedroia is in the line up tonight. it'll probably be cora, either way is good.
okay has anyone seen those heelys commercials? its the funniest shit ever. its like roll roll everybody roll roll roolll everybody ROLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!! its all hardcore and then its like "heeelyzzz" kinda like in the voice that they have in zoolander when they're like "hanselll" except its "heelyyyzzzz" its so funny. omg. RANT.
oi. manny is gettin the day off today, :( well it had to happen cause they all need some days off for the next few weeks...almost 3 straight weeks of games. i cant wait till lester comes back into the bullpen. and when clemens makes his decision (im sure he'll go to boston no doubt). i think lugo is also getting a day off today? hmm...i would give lugo the day off on a day when manny doesnt have the day off..well, we'll see. enough with my red sox rant.
wait.
since when did i become such a big sox fan? haha. its really strange how all of a sudden im liek SOXXX!!11!!. yay. i was looking at some of my old clothes today and found a sox shirt. when i looked on the back, it says "Damon"

>.< haha
so my parents are going to see a red sox vs diamondbacks game in june. i cant go. BUT they get red sox shirts included in the deal and dad said hes getting my moms shirt to have pedroias number so she can give it me when they get back! =] yaaay

i really

Sun, 06 May 2007 02:08:01 GMT

wanna shout out to the world to let them all know who i am
of course i dont actually know who i am
but i be quite confident in not knowing who i am
if it doesnt make sense to you than boo you whore lol

hm.
if it werent for dustin pedroia it would be 0 to 2 minnisota instead of 1 to 2 =]
BAHAH. RBI BITCHSNAP.
ooo..new word...bitchsnap!

riiight.
uhhm.
i felt good today
i went for a run again
its quite refreshing

oh please tie it up mannyyy!!!

oh my gosh

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 20:43:19 GMT

i have a mondo crush on dustin pedroia, 2nd baseman for the soxxx =] hahahah
hm, i also quite adore julio lugo mm
omg, i love baseball. hahaha.
oooooo coco crisp up to bat!
thank god he's off the DL
ohh mirabelli is catching today
ahahha listen to me im so lame
wakefield is pitching today. WATCH OUT FOR THAT KNUCKLE BALLLL!
k now. im going. to watch the sox CREEAM the yanks. word.

we keep ourselves a mystery.

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 17:03:19 GMT

One of the things that is seriously wrong with education today is that most teachers are not happy to do their job. Continuously they go through their day as if they were slave driven. personally, i would be much more excited about history and english if a teacher was excited about their job and happy to teach. I for one have noticed that my english and history teachers are the most boring of all. Why? Cause they hate their job. Plain and simple. They come into the classroom, groan, yell at us, sigh, rub their eyes, and sit down to a huge stack of paper work. First of all, they wouldn't have to do all that paper work if they didn't assign so much. It's only a big stressor on both students and teachers, and in addition to that, having two or more hours of homework a night is actually bad. Also, kids are staying up all night doing work. Some kids even stay up later because they feel the need to get things done that they actually want to do, something that would probably benefit them in the long run more than whatever useless work is given to them.

I seriously didn't mean to turn that into an essay lol.

my parents are going somewhere for the weekend, i hardly even know what they're doing, they just said "k john is coming at 5 we'll be back sunday"

okaaaay.

i hate rain

WOOHOOOO

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 20:55:07 GMT

im going to SYMS this summer!
and hopefully i'll sign up for viola and piano lessons
cause i miss piano lessons
and i want to learn viola sooo badly
if i cant do that i guess i'll settle for violin...haha =]
im so pumped, this will be a music-filled summer to remember
and then next year...
i'll take drivers ed, be in select chorus, concert band, concert choir, orchestra, probably no free period, im gonna die
but the more music the better =]
and the less french,
the better the world is
lol
WILLIAMSBURG TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D=D=D

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 21:52:31 GMT

nice guys brighten my day

♥

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 21:49:12 GMT

I really want to go out for coffee one sunny morning with a gorgeous guy and just get to know him. It sounds so relaxing and calming. A nice Sunday morning. Everyone just seems nice. One of those days that just go right somehow. And then after, I'd do a bit of shopping for necessary things and end up buying something really gorgeous and kind of expensive. And then I'd go back to my college dorm with some room mate that I've become very close to and talk about my day with her while she tells me hers, and then we watch some chick flick and eat popcorn and go to bed at 2am. That sounds so fun. I don't know why. Maybe it's the big picture.

haha what a load of bullshit, i love it

the most personal survey ever

Today Did You--
-------------------
Talk to a boy/girl you like? I said "Hi" to him, but then school was cancelled so yeah haha

Learn anything new? That personality is everything. EVERYTHING.

Talk to an ex? Nope

Miss someone? I'd say so

-Last Person Who-
------------------------------
Last person you layed in bed with? Jenny lol

Made you cry? People don't make me cry, feelings make me cry

Who were you with last night? Myself & my parents

What woke you up this morning? I don't know I just kinda got up at 6 and the alarm didn't go off.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Yes. Yes, I foresee that it will be an excellent day =]

Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No, but I have an idea. I'm going to hug at least one person everyday and mean it sincerely.

When was the last time you cried? A while ago

Passed out because of alcohol? Never have

Who's on your mind RIGHT NOW? Many people

Whats your current mood? drained

Would you take a bullet for anyone? I hate this question. If I say yes, obviously the other person would say they'd take a bullet for me, and then we'd be like "but I don't want you to die, I'll take the bullet" and well we end up both taking the bullet (figuratively speaking) and bang we're dead. dumb question. next.

Where would you like to live? North Carolina

What do you want to be when you grow up? A musician, or a photographer

What are you doing this weekend? Singing and playing Clarinet in Williamsburg =]

What do you want to do right now? have coffee with boy

Are you listening to music right now? nope

Do you like someone right now? maybe

Whats a quote that you love? Reality was invented by people without imagination

What makes you mad? close-mindedness

What song makes you happy? I Can Tell the World

What makes you happy? Smiling people playing instruments

[Piercings:] 2

...thats it? thats where it ends?

I've decided that I'm going to hug at least one person every day and truly mean it.

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 21:31:00 GMT

all state is overrr!

life sucks lol

im excited for williamsburg, not so much the chorus part, but everything else.
i think i'll just stay in my all state t shirt forever
can i move to a different school? thanks, id appreciate it
by the way, snow, you're really late
ughhh i want it to be next yearrr so we can have marching band and um not so much work and all state auditions and so i can be good at viola or violin or something
haha im listening to superchick

so anyways, all state
i sing the songs at random cause i misss ittttt!!!!! musical moments like crazy. well, actually, i didnt have any true musical moments..:( close though. i had a couple boy moments lol there was this cute baritone from concord. most of the guys were gay and the other half werent cute hahah of course. but when they sang...ahhhh, yaaaaaaaaaaay
youd think i have nothing better to do than be on lj
i could straighten my hair..if its dry yet...
omg i just had a vision of billie joe singing alma del core
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats amusing
im bored, dont care about my test tomorrow, and dont wanna pack
i slept till 11:30 today
the day is wasting awaaay
the academy is makes me happyyyy
i need a life lol

THATS WHAT IT IS!!!!

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 01:43:28 GMT

PREMENSTRUAL OOUCHIESSSSSSSSS!!!

god. womanhoood is hard.
and i should get it on the day of all state
fuck you, abdominal

&&realizationationated,

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 04:43:40 GMT

So i have this little theory.

that the world is just the way it should be.
when a person is ignorant to what is, they start to wish it did not exist. it build up in their mind, it haunts them, it taunts them, it scares them. soon enough, it is too much to handle.
finally, the breaking point comes. what do you do now? somehow you have to get out of this before it takes you over and something so horrible happens that you cant believe it.
as its coming to its worst, the part where you're scared to death and you're shaking, a small bit of relief comes.
and then it comes in waves.
soon its unstoppable, and finally, you breath one giant sigh of relief.
everything's ookay now.

i had one of those today, and i learned a major lesson from it.
i wont go into details.
i. it started with my mom getting sick.
ii. i felt sick watching her get sick.
iii. i got sick.
iv. i felt terrible, and asked so much for help because i couldnt stand it. i learned to appreciate.
v. the breakign point came, i shook and feared and trembled and finally..relief came in waves. my thoughts strayed from the thought of sickness.

now here i am. i am fine =]

basically i thought i was gonna up chuck, and people helped me out, and it made me have some kind of realization..just better understand. i knew, i always knew. i just finally clicked.
i feel grateful.

=]

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 19:24:51 GMT

Other studies indicate that, compared to not drinking coffee, drinking at least 2 cups per day can lead to a 25% lower risk of colon cancer, an 80% drop in the risk of liver cirrhosis, and nearly 50% the risk of gallstones.

woohoo coffee!
its also good to have less sugar and or milk in your coffee
haha, highly unlikely oh well

Exercise is critically important for detoxification

i should get one of those mini trampolines again, they're fun!

Research has led some scientists to conclude that jumping on a mini-trampoline is possibly the most effective exercise yet devised by man, especially because of the effect rebounding has on the lymph in the body.

Jumping on a mini-trampoline directly strengthens the immune system,

It increases the capacity for breathing.
good for singing.

It helps combat depression.
good for emos lol

It improves coordination throughout the body.
good for klutz's haha

It minimizes the number of colds, allergies, digestive disturbances, and abdominal problems.
good for people (like me) who hate sickies

It allows for easier relaxation and sleep.
good for the entire population of the world lol

It promotes increased muscle fiber tone.
goood for body builders? haha

It results in a better mental performance, with sharper learning processes.
i should make a book called "Excersize, for dummies!"

It relieves fatigue and menstrual discomfort for women.
oh god thank you, much appreciated.

It tends to slow down aging.
good fer geezers lol

Walk or jog in nature: a forest, up a mountain , by a river, on the beach, etc.

Fishing, horseback riding, rowing, golf are all good.

Explore Yoga, Meditation.
Try your hand at martial arts: Karate, Judo, Tai Chi, Kung Fu, Aikido.
Dancing, aerobics, gymnastics, weight lifting, stretching.
Swimming is a wonderful low-impact exercise.

No need to exhaust yourself! MODERATE exercise is best.

Bowel movements are the basis of your health. If you don't have at least 1 bowel movement per day, you are already walking your way toward disease.

POOP EVERY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

hhaha

Begin transitioning to a diet rich in raw fruits and vegetables with very few cooked or processed foods to help keep your digestive system free of mucoid plaque.

Simply eating a better diet and increasing your consumption of water can sometimes be enough.

healingdaily.com

well that was fun.

weird

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 22:44:46 GMT

the happiest i was today was in math class
because i understood everything perfectly and finished all the work 10 minutes before class ended
honestly, sometimes just a real good accomplishment feels better than when im with the people in my life
i dont know whats wrong with me,
but some people just arent making me happy like they used to..
maybe they never did,
im just confused as to why everyone says that their friends are their life
cause..i dont know...my friends...are great, but...somehow its just not..enough..
and i cant blame them in any way whatsoever, which is the dumb part
what do i do?
sometimes i feel like im more mature because i prefer to get things done, and learn (worthwhile things, that is) than go "chill" with my friends 24/7, be all like "hey lets take pictures with our boyfriends and stuff and then we'll go to the movies"

why doesnt that make me happy? it should. because everyone else likes it.
just not me...for some reason...
unexpliainable.
im at a loss for words
am i stupid?
do i have some birth defect?
am i a horrible person?
and is it strange and odd that i dont blame morgan in any way for her upset today at lunch when everyone else was like "i understand but you talk about it so much its like i dont know its getting annoying"

i dont find it annoying anymore, cause i know what she means, of course its that build up of her sisters constantly treating her like shit just cause she has more sense of self than most people i know, and she actually gets along with her mom, wheres the wrong in that? she needs to get that frustration out cause no one will listen to her, and i feel bad for her, cause its tough having all that pressure and no one to talk to about it

somethings different about me, i can tell
i dont know what it is but im not the same person i used to be, and i like myself this way, so much, i feel like a better and happier and overall good person. i just get confused when theres hardly anyone like me. at least, how i think i am
does anything of this make sense?
please tell me it does, cause i really want someone to know exactly what this is. i want to relate. i want a twin, a clone copy of myself, who knows my kind of struggle and what to do in these odd situations

kelsey higgins, you're unfit for fairytales

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 22:16:12 GMT

hey lady!

paul, jumps into the picture

most blurry, ever. but amusing nonetheless

candid, by morgan

jersey love

i like to poke fun at myself

Tomorrow: Class switch,
BEST10................p.1
IST10....................p.2
American Studies..p.3,4
Williamsburg trip rehearsal for band during breakk

Wednesday: TIGER SHOW. wake up @ 5am.
Pick up Jenny after school, practice All State, teach her the faith,
Ruhi.

Skipping Thursday,

Friday: Mockingbird Test
End of the week, hallelujah

Sat/Sun: Prom dress shopping!
Take Mac to store, get it fixed (hopefully)
Get new showerhead, shaving cream, shampoo/conditioner, soap

The following week: ALL STATE THURS-SAT.

The following, following week: INTERSESSION-WILLIAMSBURG!!!

The really really following week: APRIL VACA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 16:54:38 GMT

happy thanksgiving and all that.

its time for me to get fulll.
i should wear my santa hat.
life is good.
BHS should be invited to the macy's day parade.
ahaha.
we should play Touch Me.
but we'll have to wait till next year.
aha.
some band just played johnny b goode.
i like my horoscope today.
if you keep thinking about it - you're giving more power to it.
ahh the power of thought.
how i love the metaphysical world.

happy turkeys.
bye.

yer mom?

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:01:22 GMT

List five songs that you currently love. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artists, and the songs in your blog. Then tag five other LiveJournal friends to see what they're listening to.

1.) The Authority Song - Jimmy Eat World
2.) All At Once - The Fray
3.) She's On My Mind - Teddy Geiger
4.) Under Pressure - Queen
5.) Long Live the Weekend - The Living End

1. I've come to realize that my ex is...weird, really weird

2. I am listening to...a TV, and sexyback is stuck in my head

3. I talk...about everything

4. I love...music, the people in my life, my life period

5. My best friend(s)...Courtney

6. My first real kiss...almost here

7. I feel...like watching Goldmember and eating ice cream

8. I hate it when people...are close-minded, ignorant, and just don't have the passion for a little fun

9. Love is... like a river, peaceful and deep. Your soul is like a secret that never could keep. When I look into your eyes I know that it's true: God must have spent... a little more time... on you. <---- Sorry, HAD to steal that from Erin XD

10. Marriage is...true love between two people no matter the gender, no matter the religion, no matter the race, as long as its true

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking...of sex...good one

12. I'll always...love green day. PROVEN FACTTT.

13. I have a secret crush on...john cunningham, and adam cantor but thats not so secret ;) haha

14. The last time I cried was ...cannot remember

15. My cell phone...sent a few text messages today

16. When I wake up in the morning...i wanna sit there forever

17. Before I go to sleep at night...i think of my day, my friends, my <3

18. Right now I am thinking about...my <3, austin powers, and nattie, hahaha

19. Babies are...funny

20. I get on myspace...a looot

21. Today I...FOUND OUT I GOT INTO ALL STAAAATE woooopttt

22. Tonight I will...watch goldmember and eat ice cream

23. Tomorrow I will...chillaxxx

24. I really want...to not be phone retarded

25. The person who is most likely to repost this is...bah

PUHAHHHH

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 21:46:08 GMT

ooo new word

ppuhah. an expression of utter disbelief/surprise and happiness.

I GOT INTO ALL STATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

major squee.

so did Jenny and MOlly! (of courseduh)

this means im sure courtney will get in
or at least have a good score

i hope she does

it would be SIIIIICK!

HAHAHAHLOL

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:27:10 GMT

wow

funny night.

its currently 12:22AM on monday october 23

and kevin baier just randomly IMed me and told me to go to bed

adam and i have been talking literally for houuuuurs

and i still have psychology homework to finish

LIFE IS AMAZING LOL

edit: this is me, writing at 7:48pm on may 9 '07. im watching a red sox game. prom is next week, little shop is this week. i love my life. okay bye now lol.

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 00:03:57 GMT

if you havent ever tried real chinese food...

i suggest you do. caues its awesome. and it makes your mouth numb. lol

its spicey.

sudden silence, sudden heat

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 00:38:48 GMT

so im not doing those tai chi lessons. lol.

but my first day at school was pretty awesome.

im excited now.

i got my school shopping done. my backpack is LOOOOVE.

and my psychology teacher is pretty dope. her name is mrs. shoubash. we call her...shoubie.

thats right.

i made a paper cup today.

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 15:06:21 GMT

me: "only america has a world beer cup"
that was the stupidest thing ive ever said.

friends only