im going to SYMS this summer!
and hopefully i'll sign up for viola and piano lessons
cause i miss piano lessons
and i want to learn viola sooo badly
if i cant do that i guess i'll settle for violin...haha =]
im so pumped, this will be a music-filled summer to remember
and then next year...
i'll take drivers ed, be in select chorus, concert band, concert choir, orchestra, probably no free period, im gonna die
but the more music the better =]
and the less french,
the better the world is
lol
WILLIAMSBURG TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D=D=D

nice guys brighten my day

all state is overrr!

life sucks lol

im excited for williamsburg, not so much the chorus part, but everything else.
i think i'll just stay in my all state t shirt forever
can i move to a different school? thanks, id appreciate it
by the way, snow, you're really late
ughhh i want it to be next yearrr so we can have marching band and um not so much work and all state auditions and so i can be good at viola or violin or something
haha im listening to superchick

so anyways, all state
i sing the songs at random cause i misss ittttt!!!!! musical moments like crazy. well, actually, i didnt have any true musical moments..:( close though. i had a couple boy moments lol there was this cute baritone from concord. most of the guys were gay and the other half werent cute hahah of course. but when they sang...ahhhh, yaaaaaaaaaaay
youd think i have nothing better to do than be on lj
i could straighten my hair..if its dry yet...
omg i just had a vision of billie joe singing alma del core
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats amusing
im bored, dont care about my test tomorrow, and dont wanna pack
i slept till 11:30 today
the day is wasting awaaay
the academy is makes me happyyyy
i need a life lol

PREMENSTRUAL OOUCHIESSSSSSSSS!!!

god. womanhoood is hard.
and i should get it on the day of all state
fuck you, abdominal

the happiest i was today was in math class
because i understood everything perfectly and finished all the work 10 minutes before class ended
honestly, sometimes just a real good accomplishment feels better than when im with the people in my life
i dont know whats wrong with me,
but some people just arent making me happy like they used to..
maybe they never did,
im just confused as to why everyone says that their friends are their life
cause..i dont know...my friends...are great, but...somehow its just not..enough..
and i cant blame them in any way whatsoever, which is the dumb part
what do i do?
sometimes i feel like im more mature because i prefer to get things done, and learn (worthwhile things, that is) than go "chill" with my friends 24/7, be all like "hey lets take pictures with our boyfriends and stuff and then we'll go to the movies"

why doesnt that make me happy? it should. because everyone else likes it.
just not me...for some reason...
unexpliainable.
im at a loss for words
am i stupid?
do i have some birth defect?
am i a horrible person?
and is it strange and odd that i dont blame morgan in any way for her upset today at lunch when everyone else was like "i understand but you talk about it so much its like i dont know its getting annoying"

i dont find it annoying anymore, cause i know what she means, of course its that build up of her sisters constantly treating her like shit just cause she has more sense of self than most people i know, and she actually gets along with her mom, wheres the wrong in that? she needs to get that frustration out cause no one will listen to her, and i feel bad for her, cause its tough having all that pressure and no one to talk to about it

somethings different about me, i can tell
i dont know what it is but im not the same person i used to be, and i like myself this way, so much, i feel like a better and happier and overall good person. i just get confused when theres hardly anyone like me. at least, how i think i am
does anything of this make sense?
please tell me it does, cause i really want someone to know exactly what this is. i want to relate. i want a twin, a clone copy of myself, who knows my kind of struggle and what to do in these odd situations

ooo new word

ppuhah. an expression of utter disbelief/surprise and happiness.

I GOT INTO ALL STATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

major squee.

so did Jenny and MOlly! (of courseduh)

this means im sure courtney will get in
or at least have a good score

i hope she does

it would be SIIIIICK!

wow

funny night.

its currently 12:22AM on monday october 23

and kevin baier just randomly IMed me and told me to go to bed

adam and i have been talking literally for houuuuurs

and i still have psychology homework to finish


LIFE IS AMAZING LOL


edit: this is me, writing at 7:48pm on may 9 '07. im watching a red sox game. prom is next week, little shop is this week. i love my life. okay bye now lol.

if you havent ever tried real chinese food...


i suggest you do. caues its awesome. and it makes your mouth numb. lol


its spicey.

so im not doing those tai chi lessons. lol.

but my first day at school was pretty awesome.

im excited now.

i got my school shopping done. my backpack is LOOOOVE.

and my psychology teacher is pretty dope. her name is mrs. shoubash. we call her...shoubie.

thats right.

i made a paper cup today.